HEARTBREAK

Some emotions are inexpressible. I have often found myself in such situations where I don’t find appropriate words to describe the state of the moment I live through. That makes me feel empty inside. For the past few days it has been quite stressful with works at college and other matters that bothered me a lot. It’s amazing that during these moments I noticed casual things, things that are so trivial, that never bothered me during normal days. I even found that the mere sights I saw during the day caught my attention, embracing me with a huge wave of happiness. In fact, simple events such as those that had skipped my thoughts before, made me so happy and relieved from all the worries at least for a moment. I could feel a sort of peace just by seeing those things.

I felt so happy when a girl from the school for the deaf and dumb, within my hostel compound, greeted me with ‘Assalamualaikum’ (peace be upon you), in her accent, with much difficulty. It had made my day! I wanted nothing more.

I felt some sort of an excitement when one of my mates asked me for a good book for her to read. Such a silly thing for many! But it just felt different for me, especially the mate never asking me for such things. Strange isn’t it?

I felt happy to be laughing my head off with classmates for a joke that happened during a class hour. A mighty laugh means a lot, especially when there are many to share it with!

I felt happy sharing some of my laments with a friend, who was eager to listen to my hostel stories of adjustment and lessons of patience that I learn from there every single day!

At night, speaking to my mother on phone, I felt boosted. Her words gave me immense energy and spirit to focus less on everything else other than my major goals. Count your blessings!

Well, that’s how things are, at certain times. During such moments of heartbreak, it is up to us to handle the situations accordingly and find happiness in the little things around us. Find a spark in the simple moments that we witness, everyday day of our life! Observe more and you would find unexpected happiness in unexpected people and unexpected trivial little things!

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